Hibernates In Summer~在夏天冬眠的魚~

As I sit here watching the crowd passing me by

 

I knew I had to move on

 

but for some reason I just can't take the step

 

The moments in my life

 

The fun of this time

 

suddenly I wish the world could stop just for me

 

For me to recapture the heartwarming times of the year

 

but it won't

 

the clock keeps every second moving

 

and it keeps everyone going

 

I wonder if they would ever look back and think of this all

 

what a child we were

 

how foolish we had been

 

foolish yet innocent

 

silly yet happy

 

young and passionate

 

and now

 

I sit down here in the corner of the room

 

thinking if anybody would know how I feel

 

If they would look back to the days like I do

 

If they would crack a smile through their tears as they

 

Reminsice those times we shared.

 

The sound of silence

 

like the forgotten pages of our memories

 

took a space in our hearts

 

stayed in our minds

 

feeling the sound of silence

 

 

 

The sound of silence

 

being heard in the house of darkness

 

travelled around on a rainy day

 

listening to the sound of silence

 

 

 

The sound of silence

 

a sound that touched

 

the bottom of our hearts

 

remains

 

The Sound of Silence

 

 

 

I've never though the night could be that long.

 

Dressing myself up with an armour so I could look strong.

 

Nobody is always happy and so am I.

 

Faking a smile , I told myself "don't cry".

 

Look up to the sky with these watery eyes.

 

Find a shoulder to lean on, I tried.

 

 

 

Holding myself with my shaking arms.

 

Wander around, looking for a place with no harms.

 

Takes too long I started to fall.

 

Little broken pieces I am after all.

 

 

 

 

"Group me back together" I knelt and roared.

 

"Be with me on this sorrow moment" I called.

 

Turn the hourglass on its head if this is all the time I've got.

 

Make my days once again bright and hot.

 

But if you can't just let the sand fall.

 

When it's still you'll find me raw.

The loneliness inside seems so strong,

 

I've never thought a night could be that long.

 

every part of me had fell so deep,

 

nobody ever told me what to keep.

 

people think I am always tough,

 

that's because they've never seen me walk in the time of rough.

 

crying cannot solve the problem,

 

so why bother to sing a sad rhythm?

 

now I"m lost in the world,

 

drifting around the entrance of the black hole.

 

bring me out to a sea of people,

 

so I can fill up the hollow.

 

please be with me for this little hour,

 

for I'm not brave enough to ask you "stay here forever".

 

get my feet back on the ground,

 

and take me to places all around.

 

 

it's been two months since last time i wrote a blog

 

time does pass us by very quickly....

 

maybe one day when we turn back to see

 

it would be eternity.....

 

 

there's nothing we could change

 

nothing we could do

 

the world is all itself

 

we, humans, are just decorations of it

 

no power to destroy

 

no ability to deface

 

 

when everything is the same

 

nothing would matter anymore

 

as we realize our lame

 

there would be no war

 

 

the nature doesn't belong to us

 

yet we belong to it

 

but like a disobey son

 

we left and hurt our father

 

 

if there is one day when we again stray away

 

hopefully it's away from the evil and back to him

 

otherwise

 

punishment and sufferance we shall receive